So for as long as I've been an adult, I've also been someone's mother. One of the perks of being a young mom, is having the energy to keep up with your child/ren. One of the downfalls is...... you haven't really established who you are in the world (Other than someone's mom.) I'm talking about profession, career and your place in this world outside of being care taker. Now, don't get me wrong. I wouldn't change my life for anything in this world. EVER. I love my children dearly. I love my husband dearly,...... but I'm almost 40 and still don't know what I'd like to do with the rest of my life.
I'm feeling a bit discouraged. I've always been interested in making others feel better about themselves, and thought.... "Hey, Cosmetology school is the perfect place for someone like me." Especially since I've always been fascinated with hair, skin, and nails.
While I feel I could do the work, and could make a successful career out of this... this is one drawback..... COST.
How am I supposed to go to school, still be a full time mom, and afford school without it affecting one of the other areas in my family's life? I've looked into financial aid and even had them break it down for me into monthly payments. I asked "If I got the highest amount in grants; what would my total cost for schooling be?" And the amount I'd have to pay if I didn't go into debt with a student loan is almost the same as my monthly rent.
I'm not about to take out a student loan, and saving THAT much money is going to take forever.... so HOW am I supposed to contribute to a better future with my husband if I am unable to have an actual career?
Here is where I am leaving it in God's hands. There is nothing else I can do. I'm not gonna lie. I am VERY discouraged, and feeling very "unworthy" and like I will be nothing more than a home cook, toilet scrubbing, sheet washing, taxi service...... but I am still not giving up.
There is a career out there that will make me happy and it involves more than just ringing groceries or running a drive through at a fast food place. I want a career that is MINE and tailored to ME. I don't believe God would have put this on my heart if it weren't meant for me.
Well, thats all I got for now. Back to see what sort of scholarships are actually out there for people like me that aren't "fresh" out of high school with a 4.0 gpa.
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Wish me luck and your prayers are appreciated.

Today I am reviewing "Beldt Force Thermogenic"

Upon receiving this product I was very eager to try it. I followed the directions and did notice increased energy and focus during the day. This was after taking the directed one tablet. I took this dose for awhile but then decided to try taking two as suggested. I did not like how I felt on two tablets. I got slightly jittery as if I had one to many cups of coffee. I didn't experience any heart racing or trembling like I have with other thermogenic products. It seemed to aid in my workouts (while taking the one tablet), as I was able to push harder for longer and dig a bit deeper to get a more desirable result.
The bottle contained 60 capsules, and while I only took it once a day before breakfast, this  bottle has lasted me quite a while. If you were to take it more often, it would last roughly a month.
I would consider buying this product again for my heavy weight training days, but wouldn't take it on my days off. Some may want to add this to a diet and exercise program to achieve weight loss, but someone like me who is training to gain muscle mass would only want to take on weight training days and not cardio training days. As with any dietary supplement it is advisable to consult with your doctor before taking this product.



*****I recieved this product in exchange for an unbiased review and inspection.*****